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What makes me laugh?

Well, that´s a difficult question…

Actually I think there are few things that really make me laugh because the most part of the time I just smile. I always have thought that things that happen to me are unique, to the point of think that my life is a drama but I´ve learned that life is a serie of dramatic situations that turn into comedy.

So, are these tragic moments which make me laugh… an ants’ attack all over my body, fell down from stairs… that´s funny.

What frightens me?

I´m afraid of everything, I´m a very nervous and sensitive person, I´ve fear of hurting myself fiscally and emotionally, I´m afraid to fall, to fail; I have also fear of die and people who I love die, but my biggest fear is the loneliness.

What makes me feel depressed?

When I arrived to a place I try to identify and to feel the type of environment, so my mood change depending of the energy of people who are there, everything can affect me in different ways and the fact of feeling somebody sad or bored makes me feel depressed.

What helps me to relax?

To lock myself in my head, that´s my happy place, I can lost there, talk, laugh, I can have fun and dream. Also sleep is relaxing: I like the unconsciousness state; also drawing makes me relax, in my paints I can express everything that I want and after do it, I glue it on my wall; to see that paintings makes me feel relax and comfortable with myself.

What do I really detest?

I hate hypocritical and intolerant people, I hate that when I´m talking don´t listen to me and principally, something that drives me crazy is that people don´t help me after having helped by me.

What makes me stressed?

People stressed, the noise and loud people, but above accumulating a lot of homework to do.

What makes me feel embarrassed?

Everything, each situation in my life makes me feel embarrass, a misplaced comment, a flattery, a scolding, this one is the most uncomfortable thing that I can support, when I feel embarrassed my reactions are different all the time what makes me feel even more ashamed, I blush or I get pale, I could vomit or to get dizzy, this one is the worst mood.

What makes me feel happy?
To feel that everything is good in my life, to feel that I´m not alone, to realize that I have wonderful friends and that I can count with my family. Something that makes me really happy is to get my goals, to wake up every day and to feel that I have everything and that I have lot of time to do whatever I want. :D

♥ Sara García